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Post by HOLDEN MAYBEL ARMSTRONG on Dec 11, 2009 18:32:43 GMT -5
holden shrugged. she had high doubts that her parents would wake and peek into the vacated bedroom of her college attending brothers, but she supposed there was a possibility. she reached behind her and clicked the tiny button on the door knob in, locking the door. no, i guess not. not now, anyway. besides, i usually wake up and go long before my parents get out of bed. holden was being careless, she knew. she was an eighteen year old woman sneaking an eighteen year old man into her house late at night and locking the door behind them. she was even accepting his offer and sitting on the bed she had offered him. she sat with her shoulder resting against his, her legs crossed indian style under her, her lids drooping.
she was pregnant, so there wasn't much to be worried about in that aspect. she was in her own house with her parents just a holler away, so she had no worries about that, either. she trusted zach for the most part, so she had no real worries at all. she was too tired to worry, anyhow. she rested her head on his shoulder, closing her eyes. mmkay, she hummed. i'm gonna rest my eyes for a bit, she slurred. but i'm not sleeping. let's talk.
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Post by ZACHARY ADAM BLITHE on Dec 12, 2009 11:49:45 GMT -5
I will be a revolution, Be a voice beyond these lies
If it takes my life. And I will not be lost in silence
Sliding his shoes off Zachary lent back against the pillows waiting for Holden to come sit next to him. He had no real idea how to start off the conversation considering that the news had not yet settled in and he was still in slight denial over the whole situation. Nodding as Holden moved over and locked the door Zach could relax a little more. Sliding his arms up behind his head he slouched back and closed his eyes.
The bed shifted slightly indicating Holden had sat down. Opening his eyes Zach grinned at the female and reached over to brush his fingers through her hair i'm gonna rest my eyes for a bit, she slurred. but i'm not sleeping. let's talk Nodding Zach shifted a little "You can rest your head in my lap if you want, and no that was not a perverse comment to try and get a blow job ok?" Grinning he lent down pecking her cheek. Not in a I-wanna-bang you sort of way it was more friendly.
"Am I going to be there for the birth? Or...would you rather I wasn't in the room and is he going to be christened?" The teen had not realized that he was pouring on the questions and so settled down "I mean...ok..sorry just so many things that need to be talked about and stuff I never thought i'd think about you know like should fuck be the first word a kid learns because you know..he;s going to use it eventually may as well be by our tearms" He joked.
Status: DONE Words: Who knows =P Tagged: Holden/Kara-RAAAA <333 Notes: ^_^
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Post by HOLDEN MAYBEL ARMSTRONG on Dec 12, 2009 15:12:36 GMT -5
holden had half fallen asleep, quick to take up the offer. instead of resting her head in his lap, she rested it on his stomach. it was less awkward and still comfortable. hmm? she hummed, taking a moment to comprehend what he was saying. oh god no, she laughed. i don't want anyone in the room while that's happening. i don't even want to be in the room when that's happening. if you want to be there at the hospital, sure, that would be nice, a smile stretched her lips, but she kept her eyes closed.
i don't think so. i think we should wait until he's older. let him decide what his religious beliefs are. if he wants to be baptized when he's ten, than we'll get him baptized. she was surprised she could still speak complete, comprehensible sentences by now. she was thinking, ready to answer questions he'd ask with an actual answer or a we'll cross that bridge when we come to it. she was ready to answer questions he wasn't even asking yet. he, uh, she opened her heavy lids to look up at him. i'd still like him to have my last name, but uhm, maybe... maybe we could do one of those armstrong-blithe deals? james zachary armstrong-blithe, she tested it. it was a bit long and sounded a little unbalanced to her. james zachary blithe-armstrong, it sounded unbalanced, too. she licked her lips. maybe we'll come up with one of those alternative last names that combine the two?
she didn't really care about his name. she could give him no name at all, let zach name him kujo, as long as he was healthy and happy. she was already waiting for the day he came home to tell her his name was j-dogg instead of jamie. she laughed at the thought. she let the room get quite, listening to the sounds of the house, listening to zach breathe and feeling her head bob and drop with every inhale and exhale. what are you thinking? she asked, curious on his current thought.
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Post by ZACHARY ADAM BLITHE on Dec 13, 2009 13:54:56 GMT -5
I will be a revolution, Be a voice beyond these lies
If it takes my life. And I will not be lost in silence
Being immature was nothing new for Zachary. He did not really know what maturity was and it if wandered up to him and slapped him across the face he'd probably just end up being stunned into silence with his mouth hanging open. People often teased him, called him dumb in school. Considering he was after all re-doing his senior year. All of his old friends had disappeared off to college but not Zach.
As Holden moved Zach looked down at her for a few moments continuing to brush his fingers through her hair. Nodding slowly as Holden explained she wanted nobody in the room as she gave birth. He could not exactly argue with her. She would be the one in agonizing pain after all and he'd be allowed in as soon as the child was born anyway. Her comment about religion also made Zachary nod. He had not been baptized mainly because his family could not afford to pay the preist for it. "Seems like we're on the same wave-length right now" He stated with a smile.
james zachary armstrong-blithe The name actually sounded pretty good to Zachary but as she repeated it he could tell from her expression that she was not overly keen on it. Smiling Zach nodded "hmm I'm sure we can come up with something eventually"
The male's thoughts were pushed aside as Holden's voice came to him again. Peering down he grinned "Nothing, just..fine everything" He laughed "Your son, here and now..just everything it's still surreal you know?"
Status: DONE Words: Who knows =P Tagged: Holden/Kara-RAAAA <333 Notes: ^_^
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Post by HOLDEN MAYBEL ARMSTRONG on Dec 13, 2009 15:29:11 GMT -5
holden nodded, agreeing. she smiled after she let his words sink in. surreal? you think it's surreal? she knew zachary wasn't the smartest man in the world, but if he had used the word correctly, he was looking forward to this. after all, surreal meant dream like and fantastic. she looked to him, but her lids closed. when she was younger, her mother would only be able to get holden to sleep by brushing her hair or raking her fingers through it, like zach was doing now. she was too tired to keep her lids open, but she felt like she could stay away a little longer. she was sure she was going to force herself to, just to hear what he had to say.
i know you've only had an hour or so to think toward the future and all, but what do you see? well, what do you want the future to be like? she questioned, and not sure if the question made sense, she gave an example. i want him to look like you, she muttered. holden had never had the best self esteem and had always found zachary handsome. when he had first shown interest in her, holden has wondered what a guy like that saw in a girl like her. i want him to be like brody or seth, though. smart, always thinking ahead and making a plan, but isn't too strict on himself or too self absorbed. i want to teach him how to play piano and guitar and how to shoot from half court, she licked her lips. i want him to be fearless like his dad, but keep himself out of trouble for the sake of his mom. i want him to call me mommy or momma instead of mom or mother. she laughed, she hadn't realized her example would be so long. there was more that she wanted, but she wanted to hear what zach had in mind.
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Post by ZACHARY ADAM BLITHE on Dec 16, 2009 2:22:46 GMT -5
I will be a revolution, Be a voice beyond these lies
If it takes my life. And I will not be lost in silence
Zachary nodded slowly "Yeah it's surrel" He stated once again as hs fingers continued to dance through her hair. "I mean, It's unexpected it's weird..." Shaking his head the teen fell silent. He knew that he was probably not making much sense right now. If truth be told all of this made very little sense to him. It needed time to sink in that he was going to become a father and in 2 or 3 months no less. Peering down he smiled seeing Holden's eyes closed. One arm snaked around her waist his hand gently rubbing her baby bump as his other went through her hair.
"What do I see?" Zachary asked "Um well nobody's ever asked me that before. Let me think" Falling silent Zach began to chew on his lip. Holden had not instantly caught Zachary's eyes. He was a poor kid living in a poor part of town but he was popular in school and Holden had been quiet, reserved even. It had been their shared passion for music that had finally got them talking if Zachary remembered correctly.
"Never really thought much about the future, I want him to be healthy and happy most of all" The male answered softly "I don't want him to ever have to suffer or not have what he needs. I don't think spoiling him is a good idea...I'm fearless?" Looking down at the female once more Zach smiled "More like reckless..but we can go with Fearless"
The male's hand continued to softly rub Holden's baby bump as he spoke "I want him to call me Daddy until he's about five and then it has to change to dad because people might pick on him for calling me daddy after a certain age you know?" He laughed "What do you want the future to hold for us?" It may have been a loaded question but Zachary wanted to know where they stood, How it would be once Jamie was born.
Status: DONE Words: Who knows =P Tagged: Holden/Kara-RAAAA <333 Notes: ^_^
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Post by HOLDEN MAYBEL ARMSTRONG on Dec 17, 2009 15:08:58 GMT -5
most people saw zachary blithe and exected him to be a college student, an actor on the oc or one tree hill, or an athlete. they'd never expect that he was an eighteen year old musician who liked to spend his spare time searching for inspiration at the bottom of a bottle. he was attractive, he was reckless - he was right, that was a better word for it - he loved music. those three traits alone drew her to him. she fell in love. she'd told him once, if she remember correctly, but it was at a party and she'd had a few plastic cups of keg beer and she was sure he'd had ten times as much.
that was after they'd slept together and not long before they broke up. she'd forgotten about it. she'd forgotten that she'd loved him. she opened her eyes to look at his hand on her stomach, his fingers tracing circles on the protruding bump, a small smile stretching her plush lips. she looked to him and sighed through her nose. i want, she paused, she licked her lips and closed her eyes. i need, she corrected. us to be friends. i need you to be there, z, she reached and found his hand with her lids still closed. she lace her fingers through his. we can be friends if we want. it might be hard at time, ya know, but we're pretty damn strong.
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Post by ZACHARY ADAM BLITHE on Dec 18, 2009 18:15:46 GMT -5
I will be a revolution, Be a voice beyond these lies
If it takes my life. And I will not be lost in silence
Zachary knew what people thought of him. How they saw him. The rebellious teenager who came from nothing but poverty. Someone like Holden would not have normally spoken to someone like him in the normal world. Social classes were always a barrier between people but somehow the pair had looked beyond that and although their relationship had only lasted a month it had been a fun and exciting month. Zachary could not sing for shit. He had no gorgeous singing voice but he did play the piano, guitar and violin. All self taught.
The break up had been a quick one and the pair had barley spoken afterwards. The reasons for their break up were blurry and messy. It was just one of those things which had happened. A power far greater than both of them. Looking down at his hand Zachary smiled slightly. Inside of her his son was growing. His own flesh and blood. "We can be friends" Said the musician with a nod "I have no problem with being friends"
we can be friends if we want. it might be hard at time, ya know, but we're pretty damn strong. Rubbing his hand across her stomach lightly Zachary sighed "Nothing's easy Holden. You know that, I mean I'm use to hard stuff.." The word he had been seeking had been hardship but Zach was no scholar and expressive words were not his strong point "We can make this work for him"
Status: DONE Words: Who knows =P Tagged: Holden/Kara-RAAAA <333 Notes: ^_^
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Post by HOLDEN MAYBEL ARMSTRONG on Dec 19, 2009 10:08:01 GMT -5
[n]not just for him,
[/b] she yawned. we can make this work for us, too. might as well get the benefits of friendship out of the title, ya know? let's not just say we're friends, let's be friends. she yawned again and turned a little, nuzzling her head into his stomach. she closed her eyes again. hate to tell you this, zach, she slurred, half laughing. i don't think i can get up. i think i'm just gonna sleep here, using you as my pillow. she stroked the back of his hand with her thumb and used her fingers to give his a squeeze before letting his hand go and letting it fall back onto her stomach. she tucked one of her hands under her head and laid the other arm over her belly, her hand laying on top of his. she smiled and licked her lips before relaxing her face muscles and the rest of the muscles in her body. love you, zach, she muttered, not intending to have said it allowed and only having meant that she loved having him here and ready to jump right into this. she shrugged. thank you. [/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by ZACHARY ADAM BLITHE on Dec 20, 2009 12:21:50 GMT -5
I will be a revolution, Be a voice beyond these lies
If it takes my life. And I will not be lost in silence
Zachary's eyelids were growing heavy as he sat there with Holden using him as her own personal pillow. The musician didn't mind however. He was comfortable with his back resting against the wall. As he continued to stroke the female's scalp Zach's eyes slowly closed, "Yeah" He agreed nodding slowly but not opening his eyes. "I want us to be friends for us and Jamie..I think it's going to work"
Laughing softly the student opened one eye and peered down at her "Feel free to sleep on me" Zach said his voice barley a whisper. Leaning down the male pecked his companion's cheek and moved back closing his eyes again. love you, zach The simple sentence caused Zachary to peer down at Holden again a little stunned. "Me too" He replied
Maybe it would work out between them. Sure Zachary liked her but how much? He had no real clue right now. There had been something there between them since they'd started out. But with Holden pregnant the musician was not about to push for an explination as to how close they would or could be sometime in the future. She needed someone mature right now and Zach had some major growing up to do.
Status: DONE Words: Who knows =P Tagged: Holden/Kara-RAAAA <333 Notes: ^_^
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